Rude.com

I think I’m really trying to figure out who I am right now.  My porn persona I mean.  I used to think that I knew.  And maybe its just that I’m evolving.  And my persona needs to evolve with me.  I see all these other girls that I look up to, and they seem so sure of themselves, they seem to know exactly who they are.  Is it just a facade? Are they the same way that I am? Unsure, constantly changing…constantly rewriting what and who they are? Changing the way they do things….And what do fans think of that?  Do they enjoy the progression or do they resent it.  I think thats some advice I can give to my fans…dont expect me to stay the same…My mind is full of ideas.  I’m constantly thinking what can I do? What else can i do? How can I make people see me more?

I’ve been playing on rude.com today.  If you arent there, check out my profile www.rude.com/charlieangel…I’ve been playing with my webcam, snapping some photos and stuff.  It’s pretty neat the way they have it set up over there.  The one thing that I HATE about rude is the fact that they wont let you link to outside urls.  Which sucks.  They limit how many friend requests you can make everyday And how many comments you can leave.  It gets very frustrating sometimes, but sloooowly I am making my presence known there, hehe.  I offer a bunch of different stuff on rude, and like i said, if you arent there yet, check it out!!