Foggy

My blogging has been taking a serious backseat lately and i really hate that.  I’ve just been so busy spring has sprung along with all the work that comes with it lol.  Not that I’m complaining, i actually love spring, all those cold rainy days, hehe.  I would so fit right in, in london.  Cold, foggy, mmmm perfect.

I’m gonna vent here, so bear with me.  I have alot of content out there for purchase, but i have a lot for free too.  There are free videos on EnterCharlieAngel.com, there are free pics out of every set on charlieangelxxx.com, there are free pix and flixx on Rude.com.  So why is it that no matter how much i have for free, there are always guys who want it all for nothing?  I have NO problem putting freebies out there, I get off on hearing how much people like me.  But all the same, I dont do this just for the fun of it.  It is fun, and I was doing this waaaay before i ever made money doing it.  But at this point, I would like to make money from what I do.  The reason is this:  Doing porn, creating sets, thinking up ideas, taking photos, filming video, editing photos and videos, ALL take ALOT of time.

Time that I could spend creating jewelry and rosaries.  I make VERY good money doing that, but I love porn too, and the way I justify taking time away from my jewelry is because I can make money doing porn too.  As much as I love it, this is my job.  I put alot of time and energy into my sets and videos, and all the other stuff that comes along with it.  I would never ask someone to work for free.  But alot of guys think nothing of asking me to do just that.  And I wont do it.  I wont even apologize for not doing it.  I am here to provide a service, I can be your entertainment, and I WANT to be.  But I wont do it for nothing.

At the same time, I understand there are alot of people who refuse to pay for porn.  I respect that, and i say to you, go find it then.  Don’t ask me to give you stuff for free, go find your own.  I’ll never beg anyone to join my site.  If you dont want to, thats fine, no hard feelings, we can still be friends.  But you start asking me for handouts, I’m gonna get pissy and quick.  I’m very generous with my friends, with people who genuinely care about me and get to know me.  But dont make assumptions, and dont ask for free stuff.  Simple as that.

Whew, I feel better now…hehe